เนื้อเพลง It's Been Awhile - Staind

It's been a while, since I could
Hold my head up high
And it's been a while since I first saw you
And it's been a while since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And it's been a while since I could call you

And everything I can remember
As f*cked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've strech myself beyond my means

And it's been a while since I could say
That I wasn't addicted
And it's been a while since I could say
I love myself as well
And it's been a while since I've gone and f*cked things up
Just like I always do
And it's been a while
But all that sh*t seems to disappear
When I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As f*cked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I'm gonna f*ck things up again

Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

And it's been a while since I could
Look at myself straight
And It's Been Awhile since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile since I've seen the way
The candles light your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste

And everything I can remember
As f*cked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been a while since I could
Hold my head up high
And It's been a while since I said I'm sorry...