เนื้อเพลง Rule - X Ambassadors

And I can't get a grip, no, no, no, no, no
Feeling like I'm always losing control against
Nobody leaves this game alive
Please, baby, [?] don't f*ck with me
Fractured my heart in a million pieces
But nobody breaks me a second time

I swear I had no idea
That she would change me so clear
That I would conquer my fears

How can I love you
If I can't lose you
If I can't learn to
Glow again?
How can I love you
If I can't Rule you?
How can I learn to
Learn to learn?

Rule over me
Rule over me
I'm yours, faithfully
Rule over me
Rule over me

I'm balanced on the brink of insanity
I'm walking the line between life and fantasy
I, I need to get free from all these ghosts
(I need to get free from all these ghosts)
Brick by brick I build my barricade
Protected myself from making the same mistakes
So I'm not too good at letting go
(So I'm not too good at letting go)

And so my question is this:
Why should I take the risk
And let somebody inside?

How can I love you
If I can't lose you
If I can't learn to
Glow again?
How can I love you
If I can't rule you?
How can I learn to
Learn to learn?

Rule over me
Rule over me
I'm yours, faithfully
Rule over me
Rule over me
Rule over me
I'm down on my knees
Rule over me
Rule over me

I have a feeling, and then you judge that feeling, and then that one gets more tense, then you judge the intensity of that reaction, and then all of the [?]